boo....

its crazy how time flies. theres only a lil over a week til julie leaves to SF state. before u know it sandra and charlotte is gone to santa cruz and estee is gone to SD. im glad abigail is still here. shes commuting. a month until things will start to change. i already feel things changing for me b/c of work. i have no time for things anymore. i have a day off today and im bored. i wish i couldve gone out and have some fun. i guess thats tomarrow.

when i called sandra yesterday and she told me that everyone was at her house i felt very sad. i really wanted to hang out w/ everyone. for once...abigail and estelle was there and im not. its been a while since all the girls got to hang out together. i dont even remember the last time everyone was together. my friends are really important to me and the fact that they're leaving soon i really want to hang out w/ them as much as i can but when im not busy they're busy. things are starting to hit me. i dont like this...*sigh..*